I left Miami! Haha! I’m currently in Orlando, working at Walt Disney World :)
Yes. I think the whole country deserves some wine right now.
To be honest, I have no idea. My sister already has abandonment issues; she feels trapped by her autism and has to watch everybody leave her, now her best friend (me) is leaving, the one who promised her to never leave, and she is already resentful.
I’m seriously hoping that both of us somehow grow strength from this. But it’s killing me knowing that when I’m not around, no one is around for her, she has no one to talk to, no one to teach her new words. I’m scared for her, I’m scared she’ll stay stuck where she is, maybe even regress because she’ll be alone. Mom works all day and the boys don’t know how to talk to her.
One time I went to New York for a week, I got a call from the house, and it was her, she was so desperate for me that she found my number and called me from the house phone, I asked her where my brother was and she said she didn’t know. Mom? She didn’t know. My brother was in the back of the house playing his xbox as usual so she was absolutely alone, and it KILLED me.
It’s not fair. When I’m not around she freaks out, she doesn’t stop asking for me. She will ask for me EVERY DAY, and I know this because every time I leave this house, they tell me.
But the thing is, I have to progress in my life, so I can help her. I need to be on my own, I need to try new things, I need to use my youth, so I can help her later.
This is so hard, but I’m going to do it. I’m excited for it, and obviously terrified for several reasons, including what’s to become of my sister, making enough money to live, and where my life is going from here. But I want the adventure, and I’m going to go get it.
I am going to be hostessing there, to later be re-interviewed and promoted to fairy godmother in the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique! DREAM JOB!! :)
YES, GURL!! I’m going to be working at Disney World!! ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!!!!
Oh, they were just drawn on for that day, I only have one real tattoo at the moment :)
Oh my goodness, thank you, you beautiful angel! That is such a wonderful thing to hear <3
People who claim to be bisexual just for attention are problematic, but don’t let that stop you from being yourself and identifying as such. It’s important that you be a loud and proud voice for the people that truly are attracted to two genders. If you are attending a meeting for LGBTQ, I assume they’d welcome you with open arms, I see no reason why they wouldn’t, being an LGBTQ group and all.
If you are unsure about how to identify, don’t rush it, there is no need, don’t submit to social pressures that say you have to “pick a team”, your life is your own and if you are still on a journey to self discovery then so be it.
Do not be nervous. Those who mind don’t matter and those who matter won’t mind <3
I am a Leo/Virgo cusp, nice balance I think, but leo lion is definitely my spirit animal :)