is she straight and toying with you? because if she is… i’m gonna give her a piece of my foot in her ass.
Ah, I see, I’m not the only one that is oh so tired of the patterns I fall into, haha! I honestly have no idea, but it does seem to be the pattern, I seem to be into a type, the “I don’t know what I want, let me just toy with emotions until I figure it out” type.
Nah, but it’s pretty okay for now. We LEGITIMATELY behave like it didn’t happen, the cuddles still happen, the hand holding, but we just haven’t talked about it, and I don’t even know who started it. Was it me? Because the first time we talked afterwards, I was the one who didn’t bring it up, so did she think that was a queue? I don’t know. But again, that fits my pattern of me always screwing it up.
Thankfully, I have yet to get too emotionally invested, I’m keeping pretty on guard.